Love and Loss

Yesterday was a nice day.I was really thankful for it.Those days
are few and far between.I`ve just been thinking about things a lot.We were looking at some old family photo`s alot of them had my paternal grandmother in them.We lost her a few years ago to cancer.She was always such a strong woman.She didn`t have an easy life.Her mother died in a fire when she was little.She was passed around from family to family while her father worked.They weren`t ideal situations and she wasn`t always made to feel welcome.Those photos made me realize how much I miss her.It`s weird because I was arranging my closet and I took out the quilt she made for me.It`s my new project.I`m going to repair and restore it.She did it all by hand.

I am trying to take things day by day.My big sister told me she needs to have a biopsy.I am being supportive.I know I`m not the only one with troubles.I love both of my sister`s very much.I remember looking up to my big sis.She was always so stylish and loved to dance.She is very pretty and lots of guys liked her.She is pretty but wasn`t conceited.She has a wonderful,spunky personality too.My little sis was very shy and quiet when she was little.She was always so nice to everyone.We had a bit of a rivalary when we were kids.We have grown out of that and we get along very well.She is intelligent,pretty and a great writer.I guess I`m feeling a bit nostalgic tonight.I remember when things were shiny and new and the world seemed full of possibilities.I can see it sometimes.Some days I don`t remember what things were like before this.It`s hard to live inside this head.
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