The Drivel Thread

Callate siempre agrediendo que te pasa! Anda a lavarte las patas !!
Okay that's the second time someone's said that to me. I'll ask you, audrey, what does it mean?
 
groundhog day, all day every day
But you're here, so I take it you enjoy the thread,

And, Light Housework, are you looking at facts/research? What is the evidence that you have this mould infection? Not for me to disagree, it's not my body that's feeling this, , just concerned that it is worrying you. If you have seen doctors can it be explained by Covid or other conditions? And, is it a problem that spreads through the body? Or not? What do the reliable sources of information say? What is the % of those with the condition who get better without medical intervention? Maybe you don't have it. Maybe if you do have it you will be one of those who gets better without medication. Maybe if you have it it won't spread. There's an area of our health that is unknown and unseen and we tend to get on with it...like these people who are diagnosed with something out of the blue and have been symptom-free. We never know for certain...it's just probabilities and getting on with daily life. Let's all enjoy whatever health we are given each day.
 
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But you're here, so I take it you enjoy the thread,

And, Light Housework, are you looking at facts/research? What is the evidence that you have this mould infection? Not for me to disagree, it's not my body that's feeling this, , just concerned that it is worrying you. If you have seen doctors can it be explained by Covid or other conditions? And, is it a problem that spreads through the body? Or not? What do the reliable sources of information say? What is the % of untreated people who get better without medical intervention? Maybe you don't have it. Maybe if you do have it you will be one of those who gets better without medication. Maybe if you have it it won't spread.
There’s a long waiting list to be given an appointment for a CT scan, and it’s only when a scan detects something’s wrong with my lung that my doctor will have what it takes to get me an appointment with a lung specialist who could give me a blood test for antibodies to mold, and then put me on antifungal medication, which could give me more time, but it’s fatal, and I think it’s called aspergillosis. By the time I get the CT scan availability it will be far too late I feel. I know that I have a mold infection. And I know that there is no cure. I will probably die of “unknown cause”, and it will never be proven that I am right.
 
I’m going to blow dry my hair now and then check back, then get dressed and go for a walk, or give it my best shot to.
 
There’s a long waiting list to be given an appointment for a CT scan, and it’s only when a scan detects something’s wrong with my lung that my doctor will have what it takes to get me an appointment with a lung specialist who could give me a blood test for antibodies to mold, and then put me on antifungal medication, which could give me more time, but it’s fatal, and I think it’s called aspergillosis. By the time I get the CT scan availability it will be far too late I feel. I know that I have a mold infection. And I know that there is no cure. I will probably die of “unknown cause”, and it will never be proven that I am right.
I hope you get answers soon.
 
I’m dressed but have remembered I haven’t brushed my teeth yet. I will do that then check back here to see mostly more disbelief and ridicule, before lacing up my shoes and heading out.
 
I hope you get answers soon.
Thanks Queen, but I won’t be holding my breath for any insightful diagnosis. It will be far too late very soon for that. I will try to enjoy my walk and hopefully feel up to painting later, but I’m feeling pretty glum and not well, and expect I won’t be able to pull off being cheerful on my walk. I kind of feel like I shouldn’t bother going, but I’m going to try to walk my full regular route.
 
I’m nearly ready to go for my walk, but I don’t feel up to writing Morrissey sticky notes, so I won’t be as outgoing toward people as I have been lately, as I won’t have anything tangible to offer them, unless I see someone who looks like they need a five dollar bill and and seems approachable. I intend to head out at 6PM now, which is in about 20 minutes. I’m not feeling robust and expect it to be a gloomy walk, but I’ll try to enjoy it.
 
So I went for my full walk. No one smiled for me and I smiled for no one. I’m glad I went though. I feel a bit better for having been able to do it. I want to get my locker and apartment clean, so that when I’ve died there won’t be a terrible mess. I’m hoping to paint tonight. I feel like I might be able to. I feel a hint of nausea, so have no appetite.
 
So I went for my full walk. No one smiled for me and I smiled for no one. I’m glad I went though. I feel a bit better for having been able to do it. I want to get my locker and apartment clean, so that when I’ve died there won’t be a terrible mess. I’m hoping to paint tonight. I feel like I might be able to. I feel a hint of nausea, so have no appetite.
Make sure to cut your toenails because they keep growing after your dead!
 
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