CeciDeMorrissey
Steven Patrick I Love You
You'll see this is not my best year in terms of health: I just came from the doctor and after seeing a nuclear magnetic resonance, he told me I have a spinal hernia for the 2nd time in my life (1st one at 14). and it's really bothering me with pain.
Of course I was discouraged when I found out the cost of the surgery is way too high for me right now (US$4.000 - 2.000 pounds), especially considering that my bf is still paying the loan he asked to pay my summer hospitalization because of my neumonia and my RADS.
When I was at the health insurance office asking a quotation for everything, I was almost in tears, collapsed in my chair, thinking about my bad luck in health this year, about how much money this all costs and the money I don't have for the operation, the pain I will have to bear until I can afford the surgery... Well... All those sad stupid facts.
I walked out from the health insurance office really teary and depressed and I went to buy some food cause I had skipped lunch... Just when I was getting to the food court, I looked up and what I saw? MORRISSEY!! They were playing "You Have Killed Me" video in a big rounded TV screen they have right in the center of the court.
I couldn't believe it! To me it was such a warm feeling of hope!! I mean... I was almost crying in sadness and then I look up and right when my spirit was yielding to the miserable feeling, he appears like a sunshine or a rainbow in the rain (yes, as corny as it sounds).... And I couldn't help to smile widely and I became tearier, but this time with hope and happiness!! He relieved all my sadness just with his presence in that TV...
It's not the first time it happens to me with him... But this time was really remarkable... Besides I was wearing my "Morrissey's Secret Wife" tee, so it was all complete... I don't know... ... I won't forget this, too beautiful
What do you think? Just coincidence? Have something like this happened to any of you, too?
Of course I was discouraged when I found out the cost of the surgery is way too high for me right now (US$4.000 - 2.000 pounds), especially considering that my bf is still paying the loan he asked to pay my summer hospitalization because of my neumonia and my RADS.
When I was at the health insurance office asking a quotation for everything, I was almost in tears, collapsed in my chair, thinking about my bad luck in health this year, about how much money this all costs and the money I don't have for the operation, the pain I will have to bear until I can afford the surgery... Well... All those sad stupid facts.
I walked out from the health insurance office really teary and depressed and I went to buy some food cause I had skipped lunch... Just when I was getting to the food court, I looked up and what I saw? MORRISSEY!! They were playing "You Have Killed Me" video in a big rounded TV screen they have right in the center of the court.
I couldn't believe it! To me it was such a warm feeling of hope!! I mean... I was almost crying in sadness and then I look up and right when my spirit was yielding to the miserable feeling, he appears like a sunshine or a rainbow in the rain (yes, as corny as it sounds).... And I couldn't help to smile widely and I became tearier, but this time with hope and happiness!! He relieved all my sadness just with his presence in that TV...
It's not the first time it happens to me with him... But this time was really remarkable... Besides I was wearing my "Morrissey's Secret Wife" tee, so it was all complete... I don't know... ... I won't forget this, too beautiful
What do you think? Just coincidence? Have something like this happened to any of you, too?
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