If I could ask a question, RB, and I hope you won't take this the wrong way, but I've just looked at your journal. While I was initially impressed by your project of trying veganism for a month, I'm now, frankly, disturbed.
You write that you never eat breakfast. You don't mention any snacks. You do mention coffee and tea, and those would seem to be all that's keeping you going.
It seems that dinner is your only real meal. Your "lunches" are merely fruit slices. You have had "watermelon cubes" for "lunch" five times since the beginning of the challenge. Here is the entire menu of "lunches":
"Lunch: Steamed artichoke petals
L: Watermelon cubes
L: Watermelon cubes
L: Apple and pear slices
L: Watermelon cubes
L: Apple and pear slices
L: Watermelon cubes
L: Sliced plums and apples
L: Watermelon cubes
L: Honeydew slices
L: Sliced peaches and pears
L: Honeydew slices
L: Honeydew slices
L: Sliced peaches and pears
L: Apple and plum slices
L: Apple and peach slices
L: Cantaloupe slices
L: Cantaloupe slices
L: Pear and Mandarin oranges
L: Peaches and Mandarin oranges
L: Cantaloupe slices"
In 21 days, these have been half your meals??? It seems impossible to me that you are, minus the coffee and tea, ingesting even 900 calories per day. This is self-destructive behavior.
As a woman who once came close to death through self-starvation, you seem to be repeating that behavior now, but in a way that ties in with your newer obsession of online self-advertisement. I seriously think you need to reflect on this new pathology, this new grasping after control (which is always, as I'm sure you learned in therapy, what the anorexic is fundamentally after).
I have family members who have suffered through similar issues, and I wish you the best.