bored
not bitter but bored
YouTube music is far superior.Apple Music is far superior.
For $22/month me and 4 family members get all the songs just like everyone else does but I also get ad-free YouTube, I can shut off the screen on my phone with YouTube running and I can download YT videos for offline viewing for places such as planes.
I haven't seen a YT ad in 6 or 7 years and I have watched/listened to thousands of videos.