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  1. Tibby

    After All This Time

    I`m feeling pretty blue at the moment. Blue and empty inside. I feel the time passing by and I`m still here. It`s been better and it`s been much worse but it never goes away. Ever since I became ill I feel like I've never had a moment of peace. My mind is always going on a loop thinking of the...
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'Tired and Useless'

    Thank you for your advice NigelJules. I think having gratitude for something each day is something positive to try to achieve. Thank you for your suggestion. Tibby
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'Tired and Useless'

    Thank you TAT . I will try to keep your advice in mind. Thank you so much for your input. Thanks again, Tibbs
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    There Must Be Something.......

    What`s wrong with you ? Why don`t you smile more ? I can`t answer those questions : out loud to anyone anyway. I can admit it to myself though. What`s wrong with me ? For one thing I am terribly unhappy. For another I've been feeling horribly lonely lately. I do have my family and believe me I`m...
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    Tired and Useless

    I`m listening to Morrissey`s song "Lost" right now. Which is exactly how I feel right now. I`m in an awful depression right now. I`m tired all the time and can`t find the motivation to get a whole lot done right now . I mean I try but I think some people might just think I`m being lazy. I hate...
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'On the occasion of surviving a year on Morrissey Solo'

    Robby is right TAT you are one of the good ones here on Moz solo. Thank you for your kindness.
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    I`m So Sick And Tired

    I've been having sleepless nights. Nights are the worst for me. My mind races and goes through every worse case scenario. I hate when it starts to get dark now. It used to be quite the opposite. I used to wait for the night to come. I used to get a lot of things done. I also used to wait for...
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    Maybe This Year

    I've been like this for years now. Ill that is. When I was first treated for mental illness I was treated for depression and anxiety. Now my diagnosis is bipolar 2 with panic disorder. I feel my depression more than hypomania. I've read a lot of people with bipolar 2 are also that way. I've...
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'Disorder'

    Thanks S. I think I'll have to give that exercise a try. It`s funny that you mention meditation. My younger sister and I were just talking about it yesterday in regards to my insomnia. Thanks again for your suggestions S.
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'Still I Cling'

    Thank you S. I never really thought of myself as being a strong person so thanks for saying that. :) :)
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'Still I Cling'

    Thank you for saying that Try Anything Twice. :):)
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    Still I Cling

    I don`t remember the exact time I discovered this thing. This thing that made me feel better. This thing that brought me this strange form of relief. Even I know it`s a strange thing to do to yourself. It`s also weird that doing that to yourself takes you (temporarily) away from what`s going on...
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    Disorder

    I 've had trouble sleeping for a long time now. I have probably written before that I can`t sleep without the help of meds. I have racing thoughts and they seem to get worse at night. During the day there are distractions. Like errands I have to run and household things that need to get done...
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'The Scars Still Linger'

    Yeah I think you're right Robby. Maybe I should let my scars remind me of what I shouldn't do. My first psychiatrist told me one day I would have to face my feelings rather than just handling them in a self destructive ways. Thanks for your comments Robby. :):)
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'The Scars Still Linger'

    Thank you so much :) :)
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    The Scars Still Linger

    It`s been a few years now since I last self injured. I still wear the marks it left. The scars are still there reminding me of what I did to myself. All the time I dragged the razor or scissors or a jagged piece of broken glass across my arm or the times I used cigarette lighters to burn myself...
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    Life Is Crazy

    This week has been difficult. I could barely drag myself out of bed yesterday. I just didn`t have the will to get up and face another day. In fact getting by day by day is really difficult for me. Just simple everyday things feel like a monumental tasks for me. I`m always so tired and have no...
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    Comment by 'Tibby' in 'I`m Not Happy And I Am Sad'

    Thanks No1uno. I am trying to hang on.
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    I`m Not Happy And I Am Sad

    I feel numb. I`m not sure if it`s the meds or not. I feel empty inside. I don`t seem capable of much these days. I look in the mirror and all I see is emptiness in my eyes. My body feels exhausted all the time. This illness takes so much from me. I don`t see my purpose in life. I don`t feel...
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    Release Me

    My week didn`t start out so well. I started the new med my psychiatrist prescribed to me last week and it didn`t agree with me. It made me sick to my stomach. I won`t be taking that again. When I saw him last week he also prescribed something that would help my anxiety during the day. I took it...
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