Its a shame that some of you people that voted "alone" along with me, cannot, you know, pair up or something
people of my age have a job, as I used to have, most shows in The Netrerlands are sold out, but there is no real community,
2 people I used to know well early 90 , organised The Smiths/Morrissey parties
they had the evening enough of spinning the records , talking to people after the desk, and me
well, I just stood there, I'm just not a social lad talking, not drinking alcohol, or a few,poeple get into it, and I just stood there
there's a club if you like to go, you could meet someone who really loves you...
etc
becoming 46 sunday
still waiting , as Morrissey I seem not really into full commitment partner,
I need space rest, privacy
and I get pills
I think you lot know this is the sory of y life, and another book which says chasing the dragon,
the dragon's gone, and still alone, with me pills just some AD's benzo and sleepingpills
how else to cope if you know you screwed up yer life, and you onluy got one
guilt, and memories and people/family damaged
btw I get 46 coming sunday party at the park at the end of me street