Tibby`s Addiction

I really,really tried hard to fight those feelings but I lost.I really tried not to do it.But I did it again.I cut myself again.After I was done I felt like I could breathe again.I felt better.I just keep everything inside.And when it gets to be too much I have to find a way to let it out.Hurting myself helps me get those feelings out.I know it`s an unhealthy way to deal with things but honestly it works for me.It works too well for me for a little while at least.Then you have to do it again to get relief again.Some people have told me why don`t you just stop doing it.I don`t know if I could.
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The Needle Tears a Hole The Old Familiar Sting Try To Kill It All Away But I Remember Everything
~ Johnny Cash Version~