This Emptiness

I`m feeling pretty blue.All I feel like doing is going to bed and never getting out.I wish I could sleep but I am wide awake tonight.I feel so empty and dead inside.I have this hole in my heart that nothing seems to fill.That`s why I cut myself I guess.I cut to feel relief,I cut just to prove that I`m alive.I cut just to feel something other than this sadness that`s inside of me.I hate myself for doing it.After the relief of it leaves me I always feel deeply ashamed for doing it.

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Memories Fade But The Scars Still Linger
~Tears For Fears~