I`m very,very down at the moment.Last week I became physically ill and had to go to the emergency room.In the end I was admitted to the hospital and spent a couple of days there.I`m physically ok now.I was so scared while I was there though.I just became so overwhelmed and upset that I just started crying a few times. They kept asking if I was okay.They even asked about the scars on my arms.The good thing is that my family was there for me especially my Mom and that the nurses were nice.I`m glad to be home.
I`m just so sad right now and I`m having real difficulty trying to pull myself out of it.I suppose the meds help a little bit.It really feels like it`s too much to take sometimes and I start to lose hope.Sometimes I can`t help crying.I try to do that in private though because I don`t like crying in front of anyone.I try to hold everything in,I guess that`s part of my problem.I just want to feel some relief from this.
I`m just so sad right now and I`m having real difficulty trying to pull myself out of it.I suppose the meds help a little bit.It really feels like it`s too much to take sometimes and I start to lose hope.Sometimes I can`t help crying.I try to do that in private though because I don`t like crying in front of anyone.I try to hold everything in,I guess that`s part of my problem.I just want to feel some relief from this.
