I`ve really been missing you my old friend.I`ve been missing the relief you used to bring me.I remember the peace.....peace maybe that`s not the right word.I remember you used to make me feel better... well at least for a little while.You used to help me let out everything I can`t say out loud.You used to help me scream it and then make me feel like I had released it.I miss you my old friend but I hate you too.
I hate you because you are a liar and you lied to me.I hate you because your so called relief has cost me so much.You said I would feel better and I did until I needed you again.You said it wouldn`t cost much but it did.I hate you my old friend because all you left me with is all these ugly scars that I`m so ashamed of.And still I miss you my old friend because I still need you.
I hate you because you are a liar and you lied to me.I hate you because your so called relief has cost me so much.You said I would feel better and I did until I needed you again.You said it wouldn`t cost much but it did.I hate you my old friend because all you left me with is all these ugly scars that I`m so ashamed of.And still I miss you my old friend because I still need you.